Luctor Et Emergo

Welcome to my mind.

0 notes

Anonymous asked:

hey ivy, i used to follow you years ago. i’m not really on tumblr much anymore but i randomly thought of you and wanted to check in on you. hope you’re well and safe xx

- s

Aw I just saw this and it’s really sweet. If you ever wanna reach out of follow me again on more recent platforms, my insta and Twitter are ivydonn as well. I’m private now for work purposes, but accept most people. Or just send me a dm! Thank you for thinking of me. 💕💕

Filed under personal answered asked

0 notes

I really really really really really really really wanna kill myself right now. And I guess by that I mean hurt myself. Idk I just want the heaviness in my chest to stop and the pit in my gut to go away. I just want to stop thinking about it. I want to puke I feel so disgusted with myself. Maybe I’ll sleep to make it all stop.

Filed under personal

0 notes

This is the only place I can vent into the void because literally no one looks here anymore so fuck it.


I’m in the worst mental state I’ve been in in a while and because of my own faults. I made the choice. I asked for it. Again.

Filed under personal

1 note

ivydonn:

talking to people about having sex with them just reminds me how fucking much I need that boob job

I got the boob job and now all I do is fuck, lmao go me

325,450 notes

gayarsonist:

gayarsonist:

gayarsonist:

being weird together is a love language

me, catching myself sharing something i wouldn’t say to just anyone because i wouldn’t want them to think i’m not “normal” with someone i love without any hesitation because i’m not worried they’ll judge me for it: oh… intimacy

image

(via rainbowvibes)