Posts tagged personal
Posts tagged personal
I’m so emotionally and sexually frustrated rn
Max in his low ponytail got me all worked up like dang
I’m usually fairly sexually attracted to guys but I’m not sure if I’m romantically attracted to them and idk sexual identities are hard and even though I don’t need to have it all figured out it can still be very unsettling to not know how I feel
I hope that someday someone will find me as attractive and desirable as I find many people. Because at this point I don’t see myself the way I see others, but I’m working on it.
I had this really vivid dream last night where I was in a relationship with this guy and we were going to have sex for the first time, but there was also this girl who was trying really hard to get with me, but I was like nah I’m okay right now, and went and slept with my boyfriend, but I was just super confused about all the people trying to get with me.
Dreams are fucking weird.
Super cute and possibly gay girl that used to go to my school was at my work the other day and neither of us made eye contact with each other. All I could think of was the time we had lunch together and our legs bumped together and neither of us bothered to move them, then we couldn’t look at each other without blushing.
A shirtless man just slowly walked down the middle of my street wearing a Mexican-wrestler mask, and a cape.
It’s 3 am on a Monday.
Evacuation notice for most of my province but like, where am I supposed to go?? I gotta work??
I’ve been working a lot lately like I’m doing about 32 hours a week, so I’m already tired and my friends are trying to make me be social, so I’ve been out with them almost every night until around 2 am.
Being socially involved and having a near full time job is exhausting.
Okay never mind it says interested in men but idk I’m still gonna assume she’s gay cause I got such a vibe from her all the time.
There’s this girl I used to go to school with who is a year older than me and I’m like totally attracted to her and she doesn’t have her “interested in” on facebook at all so I’m going to assume she’s gay
Idk I just have a lot of thoughts and emotions tonight. Like I’m seriously craving attention and affection and idk I just want a steamy forbidden relationship of some kind.
And then I’m also thinking about how I haven’t hurt myself in such a long time simply because I’m tired of getting scars. Not because i don’t want to or because I’m truly recovering but because I’m scared of what people will think if they see. And I’ve done enough damage for others to see. I want to be able to wear bikini bottoms without wearing something over them. So I guess that’s why I’ve started to hurt myself in ways that don’t leave physical scars.
Idk I’m p messed up tonight I should just try to sleep.
seriously don’t mess with a fat girl’s food cause like this one time my brother went to grab food off my plate and my instant reaction was to sTAB HIM IN THE HAND WITH MY FORK
Food is serious in my family, it means war
Tammy was so fucking funny omg
One downside to not being in high school anymore is that I don’t have a chance to have that forbidden teacher relationship thing.